Post by Deleted on Jul 16, 2015 23:40:23 GMT
Kail was in his shop making something with some iron to perhaps put his troubled mind off of the feelings he had. He pulled out a small piece of heated iron from the forge and was starting to hammer it into a dagger like blade. The blond was looking at the blade while hammering and was thinking on things that he had done the last several months. Like some of the things he had done and one of them was at the execution grounds. As he thought about more on the shot on Aria, the blond had saw the flames blocking everyone in his eyes. Even then the red head had constantly said not to attack or to make something that could kill. This world was kill or be killed and that brutal truth of the world and he would rather kill and fight then just be thrown under the bus. So perhaps what he did that night was out of pure rage. Plus he knew to some degree that she would live. It made him angry that what was so great about her and Rivers. Was it that they had that much damn charisma to charm people. Was he the only one that say them as assholes.
It seemed that they both were condensending pricks and it seemed that he was being too much of brat. Then with Mysteria saying that he was able to change the fate of the world or something. Perhaps he was still a child in a sense but he wanted to know things, have some kind of security, and have power to have that. But did some think he was a moron or some kind of idiot to a higher degree. Some did recognize that he had tallents and was on to things but that was just so few people he knew. This frustration fueled him to make the blade and once he saw it good enough he quenched it in oil. Doing a few more things and would be grinding the blade and then sharpening it. This kind of thing did ease him slightly but he wanted more out of life. He wanted riches, gold, treasure, magical artifacts, and powerful spells but this entire time like before when he went to dragon falls. Kail was frustrated at himself and the world at large when was he going to get that slice of success.