Post by Deleted on Jun 21, 2017 3:29:55 GMT
❊ Lilith's journal❊
*Need to add in dates still*
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I attended a ball of sorts at the castle the other night; I hadn't known the punch had liquor in it, and well.. I ended up joining up with these two men (Killian Lancaster and Wayland... I dont think I got his last name). Anyways, we ended up trying to get into the Castle treasury, but we got caught in the hall and ran away. Kail took us to a tavern for drinks after and we ended up laughing for hours. All in all I think I made a good friend.
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Some redhead was sitting on one of the God statues in the library today. And yesterday. And all week actually. She's weirding me out. I think I'll confront her tomorrow.
~Update, her name is Aria Wurud, and she's fated. Very interesting woman, short with a large burn scar over her face. She makes me want to speak up more. Its strange.
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I met someone today. I was out in the woods picking berries, and I ran into him hunting. He startled me at first, he was so tall and his eyes looked right into my soul... at least thats how it felt. But that's the least interesting part of it... We were attacked by wolves. They surrounded us while we were talking and he noticed first. One did bite my leg, but he distracted most of them... He's not human. He wont tell me what he is, but there's no way he should have survived against 4 wolves.
But here's the thing... he distracted 4 out of the 5, so I had one to deal with... Sadly, I killed it... I really hadn't wanted to, but I wasn't given a choice. He came back for me though. He smelt my blood and thought it had killed me. He was so sweet and concerned... I tried to heal his wounds, because he definitely had a few, but he has a weird aversion to magic of all sorts. I dont think he's from here... But he needed a place to stay, so for now, he's staying with me. Maybe I'll find out more soon.
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His name is Sima. He's been staying with me for about a month now... He's a demon, and a Fated one. He was reluctant to tell me at first, but he said something about me just makes him want to trust me... He's kissed me a couple times... Though it startled me at first, I can't say I mind it... He's so handsome and sweet... its like he's pulled right out of one of my books!
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I found a new place for Sima and I to live! The small shack I had been in before was nice when it was just me, but Sima always said it smelt like strawberries and dust; which he called fruity lonlieness. The one I found is in the second disctrict, its got an upper level and a much bigger kitchen for him! I also got him this lovely wooden chest made, with all these beautiful carvings; because he likes to collent momentos, so I figured he could store them there! He even kept the book he was reading when he first visited me at the library; and my dagger from the night we met. He doesn't know I know about it, but I think its adorable!
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Aria brought a woman to me at the library today. She was bleeding everywhere, on the brink of death. I was so scared. She begged me to heal her... so I did. Her name was Tresor de Lys. Turned out she was the Fallen Angel of Helena... I feel really odd helping someone so closely related to Helena, but she must have fallen for a reason, so there's always the benefit of the doubt...
It took all my energy, I was beyond tired for hours; and I felt the impact of it for about a month. I dont regret it for a second of course. After it happened, Locke suggested I go meet up with a professor at the Arch of Ages, he thinks he can help me control my healing magic better! I'm so excited! I've always wanted to further my magic and help more people.
- Also, Aria made a portrait out of the Angel's blood... It was very disturbing, I'm not gonna lie.
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Roland Walker. He's who I met with at the Arch. According to him, I've been using my manna channels all wrong my whole life. It's why I could never heal much more than a cut for ages without tiring myself out. It's also why healing Tresor's back nearly made me pass out 100 times. Actually, had it taken much longer to heal her, it could have killed me. But he's helping me learn the proper way. Or, he will be. He says I'm still to worn out from healing her.
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I'm helping Sima buy a restaurant. It's his dream, and he's such an amazing chef. I had all this money saved up, and really no where to put it towards, so I figured why not? As of now, I am Co-Owner of Lua Azul!
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My magic has been getting much better. Roland seems fairly proud of how far I've come, so much so that I decided to apply for the Mage Guard. It's time I start DOING something with my skills. I met with Rolands assistant - who is totally into him and vice versa, you can tell just at first glance with those two. Anyways, she was very nice and after meeting with the two of them, I was granted the position! Thankfully, I'll just be their healer, and I'll help out in the infirmary. That way I have no dangerous missions or have to hunt anyone down.
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Hell has been let loose. Aria was captured by the guards for reasons I dont understand. Another woman was as well, both being held for execution. Some of their friends got together, (I dont know them all, but Rivers, that mean red head with the loud mouth, Kail and some others) and came up with a plan to let them loose. I dont know the details because I stayed out of it, but I was sent a message to meet them at Aria's cabin to help heal the casualites. Plural. Some idiot thought it was a good idea to set a BOMB off in the Gallows. So many people got hurt... Thankfully I had Tresor and Otsoa to help me with them all, but I'm still so mad about it! I blame Rivers. It was his stupid plan and his stupid bomb that hurt so many people. I dont even know how many deaths there were... I dont even want to think about it anymore.
Somehow Sima got involved too, but he wasn't hurt thankfully.
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Sima has been distant lately. He always seems so far away. I know I'm working more and so is he, but I never thought it would get like this... I'm not sure what to do.
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The Festival of The Gods... I've never attended the gala for one of those, but Aria convinced me this year. It was a masquade of sorts, so I went with a Peacock. It was a lovely emerald green dress, with colourful feather patterns. Everyone had masks on, it was so mysterious! Though Aria made herself rather known, showing up in the middle of the room in a burst of flames. I saw Kail for a moment, but he's been laying low, so the moment a man approached me, one who looked of high noble status, he disappeared. The man was dressed in all white, and asked me to dance. I was going to say no, because I had promised Sima, but it didn't look like he would end up showing up at all.
He was an amazing dancer, and his eyes pierced right through me. They were like molten pools of gold... I can still see them so vividly... I'll have to draw them on day; if I can ever figure out who he was that it... and get his permission. Obviously.
Here's where it gets interesting; Sima inturrupted the dance. Rudely, I might add. He just walks up, announces his presence and demands we stop dancing because I promised him the first dance. Now, we dont know who this guy is! What if he had been the King!?! Sima could have been sentenced to death on the spot! Thankfully, that didn't happen... but boy did it scare me. I thanked the man and left with Sima, but we did not end up dancing. Instead we fought and now I'm here writing this... I seriously dont know what he and I are going to do... things just seem so... hopeless.
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The city was attacked. There's no better name for the creatures than Undead. I fought along the front lines, surprisingly with the King and Diamond, a guard for one of the nobles, though he showed up about part way through. At first, the King doubted my abilities to fight, but in the mood I was in, i told him off... Probably not the wisest choice. However, I think he's forgotten about it now, given that some maniac swung in out of no where and punched him square in his... ya know. But here's the weird thing, as soon as contact was made, it was like the King was possessed. He became like a beast, storming around, not able to tell friend from foe. Thats when Diamond came along, and somehow shut him down. During the chaos one of the undead got ahold of me, but Diamond saved me there too. I'm still pretty beaten up, but I'm healing slowly. Aria thinks it important to let some wounds heal on their own.
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I was called upon to help heal Mysteria, one of the Kings advisors. Her arm was completely ripped from its socket. I ended up fainting from it all; still work out from the attack. I also met Severine... she's a scary woman. Her gaze can kill you, I swear it.
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I broke it off. I'm always so busy and so is he... there's just never the time. Of course I had planned on just giving him the restaurant, but after it all happened... he just left. Grabbed what was important to him and left (I assume) the city. No one has seen or heard from him.. Oh I feel so terrible! I never meant for this to happen... He just seemed so caged... He would always follow me around, never had his own plans and he hated when I was at work. It was just too much... I hope he's okay.
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Mysteria called upon me again today; this time with a job offer. Instead of the mage guard, I will now be the personal nurse to a very big secret... The Queen. She's still alive!!! Queen Luca lives!!!! I honestly can't believe it! She's so frail now, and going blind. Some kind of curse, slowly killing her. Noku never goes to see her, and her other nurses cant talk, because she believes Cain is still ruling... Poor soul. Because of this, I will be spending more time with Noku, having to give him updates and all.. and I can't tell a soul about the job; no one can know she's alive. No one.
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There was a meeting today. Between Aria, Noku, Diamond and myself. He told us about his curse, which he shares with Aria. I'm still confused on the details, but its important. Any pain he feels can set off the creature or something, within him.
While we were there, Aria fell asleep, leaving me alone with the King... I can't place it for sure, but the way he's looking at me is different than it used to be... it makes me nervous; more than usual. And I can't stop drawing his face... I know how that sounds, but its captivating. I dont even mean to be drawing it, but there i am, a half finished face before me.
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Something happened. A servent summonded me to meet Noku, so obviously I followed.... directly to Noku's bathing chambers. I had never been so embarressed. But it was strange.. he didn't send me away. So, obviously, like the fool I am I took that chance to ask him some questions... one thing led to another and I ended up in a robe in his bath! Can you even imagine! Oh Aria is going to scream when she hears all this... We didn't go overboard or anything, but we definitely kissed. A lot. Something about the temperature of the water, and the scents of the oils.... I didn't feel like myself. I felt more... confident. Motivated to get closer to him.
He.. He asked me to court him as well... And I said YES!!!!
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So I just told Aria about everything that's going on between Noku and I, and she decided now was a LOVELY time to mention that the man in white from the Gala WAS NOKU. I... I dont even have a thought process right now. I have to go on a boat ride in the morning with him... I'm going to wear a peacock themed dress.. Irony is great.
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I went on a quest, and I dont think I will ever again. Flesh eating spiders and lava beasts. I puked on Aria's shoes. Alot. But I got a handy bag that hold literally everything ever. We agreed never to tell Noku, Just in case.
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Severine invited me to Tea. Scary, I know. I couldn't say no though, manners and all. Aria showed up with an injured cat, which I healed obviously, though I got blood all over my dress. I'm too tired to go over it all, but it turns out Severine tried to spike my tea with an herb that would make me baren... That woman makes me so mad! How dare she! How can someone be so incredibly evil!?
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Sima came back... I dont know how long he'll be around, but he stopped by my home, and asked to take full ownership of Lua Azul. I never wanted it to begin with... after some tears and fighting, he left, but heard me crying and came back. He never could leave me like that. But what I'm still trying to understand is why he gave me his wedding ring to remember him by... from his previous marriage. To a girl who he claims I look identical too. Purple eyes. They have always been my curse. I hate the ring. I hated hearing about his wife. She sounded terrible... to be compared to her? A woman who tried to kill him numerous times? Its heartbreaking... Why on earth would he think I would want that ring??
I gave it to Aria to hold on to. I can't even look at it.
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....... Sima is now the Royal Chef. Aria boasted about Lua Azul to Noku, and he sought it out. Of course he remembered the man who stepped in on our dance, and easily put the pieces together. Why he hired him on, I'll never know, unless its purely about his skills, because in truth he IS more than qualified.
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Rolands Trial was yesterday. Though, I suppose calling it Severine's Execution would be more fitting. Roland was tried, and found innocent? Sort of. He's guilty of some things and innocent for others. Anyways, during it all Severine lost her mind; I mean I'm not sure it was all intact before, but it got worse. Save the gory details, but she was executed. Also, it was my first public event sitting next to Noku at the throne. He also mentioned loving me.
Though, what happened after the trial is something I can't stop thinking about. He had been hiding in his chambers for the remainder of the day, so I went in to try and cheer him up... After a pep talk, one thing led to another and we slept together... it was the first time. I can't stop thinking about it! Ugh it was so romantic! I'm in love!
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I finally told Aria about the night of the Trial. Its been about two months, but we've both been so busy since then. Here's something funny. I'm pregnant. I told Aria and she told me I'm pregnant. Whats funnier is its twins. I'm pregnant. With Twins. Ha. Hahaha. HAHAH. I can't wrap my head around it. We went to tell Noku together, and he took it about as well as I did. Of course, we're both so happy about it.. its just alot to take in.
Oh, and even funnier; Aria wanted to find out if I would survive giving birth to the twins, given that the curse should kill me. I wont. I wont because I have God blood. I'm a freakin Dova. Mylee is my dad. <- that took me 5 minutes to write. I still can't believe it... I'm a Dova. I mean... my healing and earth magic.. it does make sense... I just dont believe it... I'm a pregnant half god. Good lords that sounds ridiculous. But... I'm gonna be a mother..... I'm so happy!
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Noku and I discussed baby names on our Blossom Date. We decided on Jonathan and Haylan for boys, and Aurora and Gwen for girls... but I'm really getting the feeling they're going to be boys!
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I attended another execution today. Noku finally captured the woman who assulated him last year. He killed her himself, though I can't say I'm surprised. He'd been living in fear ever since she came into his life. I'm glad its overwith. After she was killed, he announced a new law in Nova; all magic users must have a permit to use magic in the city walls. While I'm not thrilled by it, I understand where he's coming from, and support him whole heartedly.
In other news, Noku slapped Breton in the face for me. Looking back I find it mildly comical, but at the time it was intense. Breton overstepped a line, in telling me I was marrying Noku by asking me what flavour cake I would like there. I was shocked. I hadn't know there was even to be a wedding. I mean it is logical, I'm pregnant with his children. Noku was furious with Breton and slapped him right then and there. He then apologized to me, and asked me if I would take him during the Festival of the Gods; of course I said yes. Our marriage was announced to the public later today. I'm so nervous; a commoner Queen...
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