Eggs. [Sima]

[Sima Oratio]

Sima was confused, her response was so such short. Sima spilled his heart to her, yet she only spoke a sentence. This was fine of course, but it only worried him that he was not told the same words back. His train of thought was cut short as Lilith kissed him, this was something sweeter then candy. Sima couldn't help but meet her half way, not wanting to wait as long as it took Lilith to reach him. Lilith certainly had a way of making him feel more comfortable than regular, the way her breathing sounded, the way she groaned, her scent. Sima could lost in all things Lilith, and with a full day and nothing to do, it only begged the question. What should they do? Sima was nervous to attempt too much, but Lilith only made him want her more. At first this was accidental, and he made sure to manage himself, but then Lilith pulled him back into the bed, and gave him another reason to want more.



Sima was trying his hardest to resist, yet Lilith wasn't making it easy. His heart pounded slightly heavier, raising her pajama top slowly, he stopped however as he reached halfway. Sima was nervous, embarrassed even. Would Lilith even pick up on this cue? Could Sima even do this so soon. Sima was not like Kuro, he couldn't just simply sleep with someone for 'fun', it was something 'deep' and romantic, a special bond between partners, only ever pleasurable with the person you loved. Why did Lilith do this to him? Sima felt that perhaps he was on a pedestal, because he was her first boyfriend, and it was a little unnerving, he was not perfect, and he was a man. He remembered when Lilith got so angry when he had touched her backside, perhaps that would have the same effect. It was amazing how many things ran through his mind in such a short period of time, however Sima found himself almost incapable of lifting her top up any farther, in fact his face was almost beet red, something even rarer than getting him to blush.



Sima complained in his head about how warm his own face became, he knew he blushing just as bad Lilith did now, without Lilith having to say a word.

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Conveying all the emotion that she could in that kiss was her goal. She was bad with words when it came to topics such as this, and she thought he knew that, so this course of action for her was her only option. She intended to speak after, but this seemed to be instinct, which is quite odd for her. Everything about this moment felt to right to her, so romantic, so similar to many of the stories she’d read about in her life. Lilith held him tightly, enjoying the moment, when a new feeling came to her mind. He was pushing her top up slowly, then stopped. Her heart seemed to skip, and a new form of butterflies scattered in her torso. Goosebumps rose on her skin. What were they doing? She knew she had no intention to do that with him- it was far to soon for her, in any situation. But something like this, something more than they had done… it couldn’t hurt right?

She was out of her mind. This man made her crazy, made her an entirely different person without even trying. A month ago she never would have even considered this! Yet here she was, passionately kissing a man, in her bed, while he pulled up her top- though, he did stop. She felt as though he was just as nervous- if not more, than she.

Lilith held him tightly, not wanting it to end, but needing to breath, and pulled her mouth away with a small gasp, her heart pounding in her chest. Her eyes fluttered open and a singular tear fell from them, as she looked into his eyes, smiling. She knew that it wasn’t over, as she’d forced him back to the bed- though not with such intentions as these, but she needed to speak.

Sima… I don’t know how you were able to stumble into my life, and change it entirely in less than a month. You turned my world upside down, you make me a new person! One I’d only ever imagined being in a book. I love having you here, i love how you treat me, how it feels when we’re like this… I-I- Her throat was closing on her slightly, and she averted her eyes from him for a moment, needing to take a moment to breathe- she had to get this out. He had the courage, as would she. She looked up with a new ferocity than before, and stroked his cheek lightly.

I love you. Her face was as red as the roses were once covered in blood, memories of their time together flowing in her head. Not a single one would she change. She looked away again, her moment of courage gone. She was clearly more awake now, the goofy silly Lilith gone for the moment. She felt she would go back to that later, as it seemed like a fun day to do so, but for now she remained silent, breathing slowly, looking down.

[Sima Oratio]

Sima looked at her when she pulled away, he could only think. oh god i'm in trouble, He was however stunned when she spoke so fondly of their time together. Sima listened to her words, and was slightly stunned. "Lilith, " Sima kept one hand on her slightly exposed back, but used his other to grab her shoulder. "This isn't a book Lilith, and please never think of it like that again." Sima did not mean to hurt her in anyway by saying this. "That is something that I wanted to hear from you for a while now, " He smiled brightly resting his forehead against hers. "The reason, though, that this isn't a book. It's because it's real, and it's never not going to be real! When you say it's a book, that's like admitting you were expecting it to be fake." Sima laughed lightly under his breath. "I'm going to be here with you, and it's always going to be 100% genuine Lilith." Sima groaned lightly. "Unless this book, was based off true events, than I suppose you could say that.." 

Sima was rather upset with Lilith, only in a joking mood of course. It was slightly concerning how easy she was able to drop his guard, how easy she was able to crawl into his heart. Sima was having so much trouble removing her shirt previously, but he knew know that he wanted to do it so much more. In fact, he probably could now. He could hear their two hearts, almost as if they were in synchronize. Sima wasn't sure why Lilith was so easily able to captivate him, in a matter of seconds she was able to grab his heart. She held it in her hand, figuratively of course. This wasn't settling though, in fact, it was scary. Sima was used to other notions, other quirks, it was both exciting, to be with Lilith, but also scary. Sima didn't know what his boundaries were with her, he didn't know what she hated, he didn't know everything that she liked. Sima kissed her, once again, gently, but in a way that would pull her close, he did this, so that he could try and remove her top. Good luck Sima, you'll need it.

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Lilith looked up when he began to speak, taking in how red his face was from before, as it slowly faded. She frowned for a moment, noticing how he’d taken her previous words in a different way then she had meant, but let it go when he continued. She felt as though her heart was floating, as though she was floating. He had wanted to hear her say that, wanted to know she loved him. This was insane. She barely knew this man, but she hardly cared, just knowing that she wanted him with her, as close as they were. She never wanted him to leave. If she had friend, they would probably think she was crazy.

Lilith smiled as he corrected himself, true, if it was non-fiction, but she kept any response of that to herself. She smiled fondly at him, simply enjoying the colour of his eyes, the pink in his face, the shape of his lips. She’d never looked so closely at a person, yet with Sima, she couldn’t make herself look away. Though, she did, when her eyes slid shut as he kissed her. It was like she was melting into him, being pulled closer. She didn’t know what she was doing, not in the slightest, but for now she just enjoyed it. She had made up her mind about how far she would go, and knew for sure that that was off limits.

Lilith gasped as she felt her top slid up once again. She was hesitant at first, thinking of stopping him, but then thought to herself; Why not? Why shouldn’t I do this? I love him. He loves me.. It’s a display of affection, and nothing further than this…

She raised her arms to give better access. She was going purely off of instinct here, knowing absolutely nothing about this type of thing. Her heart beat sped up, and her breathing was uneven, but she kissed him anyway, held him anyway, and didn’t want to let go.

[Sima Oratio]

Sima was surprised to say the least, but he had it did. Sima had gotten away with the shirt removal 'trick' although he was not remotely conscious to care for it. The moment he thought he had 'did it' any thought that would consider it as approval melted away as she held him so passionately.  If Sima was being honest with himself, and he was, he didn't notice that her shirt was off. What was it about this woman that made him more interested in her eyes, her face. It became clear he wanted to see that more, but why didn't he notice until her shirt was off? All that effort to figure out he wanted to keep staring into her eyes. At the moment, Sima didn't care, but he would certainly curse at himself for not looking when he had the chance. 

Sima was happy enough in the moment however, chest to chest, mouth to mouth, eye to eye. This was much more comforting. Sima wouldn't mind if they spent most of the day half nude, it was something he felt oddly comfortable with. Sima couldn't help but notice that he should slow down, this was fine, the way they were in that moment. It was all that he needed for the moment, he just needed to be beside her. Sima wasn't planning on going anywhere, and he was Lilith's first. Sima had a responsibility to treat her properly. Sima loved Lilith, and she took him as he was, even with his past, it was something he knew that no one else would do. Sima was worried, jealous, and stubborn at times. He knew that Lilith had not seen his jealous side yet, but it was pretty annoying even to him. Sima hated jealousy, it just gripped him so easily, especially with someone that he cared about. 

"Lilith," Sima spoke under his breath, quietly, almost as if he had to keep from alerting anyone else. "I think.. I think that you are amazing, and, I know you worry about me when I get injured..." Sima still had a bit of bruising from the wolf attacks, quite a bit of marks on his hands. As well as areas on his stomach, that had healed improperly due to his lack of stitching or other healing methods. Sima was not used to taking care of his body, in fact, he still had a few torn muscles in his upper torso, healing improperly as well. Sima was used to this, because it often healed on it's own, but here in Teair, it did not heal like it would for something that was Immortal, Sima was no longer immortal, and he should learn that. "If you want.. I'll let you heal me, even with magic.." Sima sighed deeply. "That way, you won't have to worry.., ok?" 

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Lilith was lost in their moment, gazing at him with an admiration she didn’t know she held. She could look at him for hours on end and not be bored. There was a slight breeze now, with her shirt off, and despite the heat of their bodies pressed together, she shuddered lightly, from nerves and the cool air. She pushed herself closer to him slightly, wanting to feel more of his embrace, to breathe him in. She noticed how he stared into her eyes, taking no notice to anything below that, and it made her oddly grateful. He really was a gentleman, and it made her heart swell- he was so kind.

She didn’t move again, remained there, looking at him. She felt that by looking at each other as they had been, they had come to a mutual agreement, and she loved that. With no words at all they knew what the other thought. Lilith smiled lightly and bit her bottom lip without thinking much of it. When he spoke her eyes darted to his lips for a moment, watching them move as he spoke.

When he spoke of getting injured and her worrying, her eyes darted back to his, curious of where he was going with this, her for heard crinkling in worry. That soon dissipated as her eyes widened, and her mouth fell open. He trusted her. He trusted her enough for her to use magic, to help him, even though he had a deep rooted fear. She remembered trying to help him before, and his reaction. It was an understatement to say that she was stunned by his words. Tears crept to her eyes, like small crystal pools, and she smiled at him.

Sima… You know you don’t have to do that right? I understand that magic freaks you out, that’s okay! You don’t have to let me do this… She planned on healing the bruises if he’d let her. She’d noticed them before while he was shirtless and they had been bothering her since then. She also had a small plan in mind…

She waited for a moment to see if he stopped her, then sat up despite her lack of shirt, and made sure he stayed laying on his side as he was. With a quick shy glance to his eyes, she place her hands on his torso moving them around slightly. Normally she’d focus on one place at a time, but this was more effective, and she knew, would have more of an affect on Sima. She made sure to go every where a bruise was on his abdomen and back, leaning over him to see. She had no doubt what she must look like to him, but she simply bit her lip and kept going, telling herself she knew what she was doing. When she was done, she stopped moving, and kept her hands placed on his chest, waiting for his response while remanding sitting at she was, leaning slightly over him.

[Sima Oratio]

"Yeah, I'm sure.. You can heal me, even with magic." Sima was afraid, she could be casting a spell that enslaved him, but to be honest, he didn't care. Lilith already had his heart, so he might as well trust her with her magic. Sima still didn't feel right having it used on me, but he would do anything to make Lilith feel better, even if it made him upset. Sima couldn't keep himself from looking away from her eyes this time, this was only because he knew she was doing something that both made Sima feel uneasy, and drained her energy. When she pressed her hands to his chest he could immediately feel the effects of her energy passing into his body. The magic, tending to the damage his body had inflicted. Sima had a hard time not looking at her, although he wanted to keep his 'gentleman' attitude, he couldn't help but take a peak in that position. It was when thing when they were locked in eye contact, but another entirely when she was using magic. 

Sima was happy she was so calm around him, so relaxed. Lilith took risks, tried new things, even if out of her comfort zone. Sima knew she was doing this because she loved him, and he was truly grateful. She cried much less frequently, but she still was having trouble keeping that promise. "Lilith, " their was an odd sense of comfort in the way he spoke, but only for a moment. "Lilith, If you were drowning, I think I'd have to brave the waters to save you.." His voice became shaky at the thought, and in fact he was terrified at realizing this, and Lilith probably wouldn't understand the greater importance of his words, because she didn't even know how afraid of the water he actually was.  This scared him however, if he had to put those words to the test. Sima was a man of his words, and he only hoped that the day would simply not come, because that would more then likely be the day he died. Sima was horrified that someone could mean this much, that he would risk being drowned, being reminded that he was just a monster, a demon, a shell. Sima knew that this wasn't true, he knew he could face that because of how Lilith made him feel. To Lilith Sima was a gentleman, a role-model, a hero. Sima grabbed a hold of one of her hands. "I'll, uhm, be your hero.., if you be my heroine.." Sima muttered under his breath

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She looked up at him, curious of his words, but understanding the deep meaning in his tone. Lilith, if you were drowning, I think I’d have to brave the waters to save you… She still had much to learn about Sima, but she knew him well enough at this point, to understand the importance of what he’d said, without actually knowing what it meant. Lilith lifted a hand and once again, pushed away the hair from his eyes, looking into them with a soft, gentle smile. She had no words at that moment, but he would know she understood.

She looked at their hands as he grabbed hers, watching as their fingers intertwined like two pieces of the same puzzle. Her eyes flickered to his, and a loving grin spread across her face. He finally admitted he was her hero. She leaned over their hands, her chest slightly brushing his, and kissed him again softly. Pulling away, she stated hovering over him, smiling and looking into his eyes.

I would be honoured Sima. Mr. Hero… The grin turned playful and the look in her eyes remained. She’d never been more happy.

[Sima Oratio]

Sima looked at Lilith, he still disliked the title. "Mr. Hero" It was something he felt not really suiting, and if anything a burden. As Lilith gave him yet one mor kiss, he couldn't help but want to continue what he had started. However, Sima knew that this was not the time, but he also knew that what they were doing now was not helping him in the slightest."Lilith, maybe you should join me to make breakfast." He sighed, for once in his life not wanting to get up and cook. "I doubt we will be very productive if we continue like this, " This was a true statement, but Sima wasn't concerned about that, he was more concerned at keeping himself in check. He got up slightly, turning to drop his feet off the edge of the bed, yet keeping some of the blanket on him. "Let's make those pancaked I promised you, the strawberry ones, you can help." Sima smiled. "Plus, you can also try cooking in your underwear, if you like." Sima laughed at the thought, Lilith doing something that he occasionally did. Sima dropped his feet to the floor, feeling the cold wooden floor touch the bottoms of his feet instantly chilled his body.

Sima abruptly dropped back on the bad, with a slight shiver. "Maybe we should go back to bed, and nap.." Sima felt that it was too cold, and he liked the warmth much better. Before it was warm in the bed, but not as warm as it was now. For Lilith it was a little cooler because she didn't often sleep without a top, but for Sima it was much warmer then usual, the way they kept so close for the portion of their time. 

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Lilith was about to agree, though she didn't actually agree, when Sima flopped back into the bed. She laughed, knowing exactly how he felt, and laid back down as well facing him. There was a goofy smile on her face, the mention of a nap instantly making her tired again. The were still close together, but not really touching, so Lilith could fully see his face. She made a puffy face, holding air in her cheeks and then let it out slowly, stifling a yawn.

I prefer the second idea honestly. She looked up at him with big purple eyes. With the way she was laying, her arms covered her chest, or rather the parts that needed covering. She'd forgotten her shirt was off at all until she shivered again lightly, from a random cool breeze.

Nap now, yummy strawberry pancakes later?

[Sima Oratio]

Sima agreed with this, a nap could certainly be beneficial. He crawled back under the covers and attempted to pull Lilith towards him, not ready to start what they had done earlier, but in face to just keep some sleep. It was odd how even before they were together he already was moved in with her. Most people would consider this a big step, at least as far as relationships went. Sima didn't know if that counted with the two of them, but he sure liked to think it did. He felt that their relationship was as serious as anyone else. Sima wasn't sure exactly Lilith's thought on about them being an 'item' but he just told himself that she liked the pairing as much as he did. Sima began to fall a sleep once again, ready to take his nap.

Sima knew he had to do it, change a few things about his life. Sima's idea of 'free food for all' was an idea of a lonely man. A lonely man who had nothing to lose, but he no longer had nothing to lose, in fact, now he had things he wanted to gain. Sima wanted to enjoy a happy life with Lilith, a happy life where he could love, contribute, and support Lilith as much as she did with him. Sima knew he had to change things to successfully complete this goal, Sima could no longer think it was acceptable to run on a business on the bare-minimum, live life on the bare minimum. Sima could not do that when he had another person's life with his own, another person that he cared for none the less. "What am I going to do.." Sima sighed under his breath before falling asleep. 

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Lilith snuggled into him, happy for the warmth his body gave her. She pulled the blanket up to her chin, cuddling it to her face. This was how she used to sleep, curled up into a ball. Now, she had a man next to her, so she didn't curl up, but she still cuddled into the sheet. She was fading fast, sleeping taking over her mind little by little. She could have sworn she heard Sima speak, but she wasn't sure.

Once she was out, she dreamed of so many odd things- none of which she would remember in the morning. Strawberries were a big theme in her mind, that was for sure. The other, was the plan she had for Sima. A surprise- one she would actually keep to herself this time.

[Sima Oratio]

As soon as Sima fell a sleep his body booted him into the rem phase. Sima was having a dream, almost like no other. 

-Dream-

The sun rose shyly over the window pane, gently cascading light over top of that of a beautiful figure. Sima squinted his eyes, as the sun made it hard to determine who it was. "Wake up!" Lilith called to him. Sima shook his head slightly, as Lilith came in to focus. "I'm sorry," Sima laughed, feeling slightly lazy today. Lilith crossed her arms, almost as if she was angered with him. "You need to.. make us breakfast remember?" Sima raised his eyebrow in a curious thought. "You haven't eaten without me?" Lilith pushed him. "You promised!" Sima wasn't sure what was so off with what he was seeing, yet he didn't question it in his mind. Sima got up, looking across to see a crib in the corner. "How are you doing?" Sima asked, Lilith responded in a slightly moody tone. "Just fine, It's only been a month Sima" Sima shook his head with a slight laugh, "Ok, ok" Sima headed out to the kitchen, realizing that they needed some more water however. He decided, for whatever reason, to leave the house and pump some. He opened the door, leading to a rather large ranch. This was oddly the happiest dream Sima has had, yet something seemed odd about it. 

Sima headed out to the pump, and he pushed on it. The moment he did an arrow pierced through his back. "DEMON!" A large group of warriors amassed over the horizon. Sima knew that this would not end out in a positive way. The arrows that pierced Sima had large thick ropes attached. Each hit connected made it harder for Sima to move as they made a 'web' of these arrows to hold him down to the ground. Sima knew this tactic easily, it was something demon slayers use, why would he fall for it so easily? These questions arose in his mind, and he almost realized it was a dream. "Bring out the woman defiled by the demon!" The leader commanded. "Don't touch her!" Please!" Sima pleaded looking at Lilith being dragged across the dirt ground by nothing but her long hair. "Don't!" Sima gritted his teeth in. 

"Kill her," The commander commanded, and Sima angrily began to move. Neither the hundreds of men were going to give in and release the ropes. and Sima was not going to give up on trying to break out. This meant he would have to lose control, have to 'become' the demon. When Sima did this he had no idea what his body was doing, it fought off pure instinct. To Sima it was like blacking out. When Sima came too, the view was horrifying. Sima's hand in Lilith's throat, his hand  acting like some sort of spear. Her face was frozen in terror, and Sima couldn't help but begin to cry in horror, he was a monster.

-end dream-

When Sima woke up he was in fact terrified. His hands shook at the thought, realizing that they were indeed around Lilith he quickly removed them. Sima was not going to hurt her, was he? Sima didn't know if he was able to lose control here, like he did in the planet before. However, the thought of something pushing him to that extreme scared him. Sima had let small parts of his demonic side pour through, yet that was all it was, fractions, and it took everything just to control that much. It terrified him, to the point of getting out of bed. He headed to the kitchen rather quickly in order to get a glass of water. These dreams often told the truth.

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Lilith slept lightly, not tired enough for a deep slumber like she'd had that night. She slept lightly enough that when Sima removed her arms from around her, she stirred, quietly turned her head and body in time to see him go into the kitchen. She stretched her whole body, feeling the satisfaction of her muscles pulling, becoming loose. In the process she let out a light groan, following by a moan like sigh. She laid there for a moment after, her forearm resting on her forehead, almost over her eyes. She looked up at the ceiling, content with where she was, oblivious to Sima's fear.

After a couple of minutes, she sat up, stretching her arms again over her head. She shivered, remembering her lack of shirt, and wrapped herself up in the sheet they had slept under, to lazy to put her shirt back on. She looked bundled, keeping the blanket closed at her chest with both hands. She quietly shuffled to the entrance of the kitchen and peeked in, watching Sima get a glass of water. She could only see part of his face, but she could tell something was off. She walked forward, and despite her modesty, she opened the blanket to wrap her arms around his torso, hugging him from behind. She rested the side of her face against his back, kissing it lightly. Never did she think she could be so bold, but something about seeing him upset made her want to to anything to change that. Even if it meant hugging him shirtless in the middle of the kitchen.

Sima, are you okay? Her voice held the purest worry and sincerity, as she held him tightly.

[Sima Oratio]

Lilith's kindness was too harsh on him. He didn't notice her enter, but when she hugged him it only made him think deeply of what had happened previously. Sima had a bad track record of hurting the people he loved. His own children perished at his hands, and there was nothing he could do to stop it. In his world people found the power he held enticing, but to Sima it was a curse. The power he held here was only a fraction, and he used only fractions of that fraction, and yet it was still over-powering. Sima doubted he could let his demonic power loose in this body, it tore up too easily, it was a mortal body now. Perhaps that would give him comfort to know that he would probably destroy his own body before he could lay a finger on Lilith, but if somehow that demonic power managed to overtake him, then he would, for the 20th time, be facing something innocent, that he had killed. 

Sima wanted Lilith in his life so bad, but was it worth the chance of her figuring out just exactly how horrible he was, just exactly what kind of monster he was. Why did Lilith's comfort hurt so good? He slammed his fist against the counter, trying alleviate the feeling he had in his stomach. He only found tears falling from his face, that nightmare had certainly taken it's toll. His voice was raspy, shaken, yet still audible with a lower tone.

"It's nothing" Sima gritted his teeth extremely hard in an attempt to stop himself from crying. Why did this nightmare terrify him so? Why did Lilith comforting him only make it seem so worse, yet feel so good? 

Sima didn't know how he cared enough for Lilith, only people he cared about shown up in his nightmares, and for someone that is relatively new in his life it was unheard of for them to show up in one. 

Sima took in a deep breath, then taking a sip of his water. It took a few moments but he was able to calm himself down. His heart rate slowed, his breathing slowed as well. Sima didn't understand why he acted that way, why his emotion was able to overcome him. If Lilith had stayed in bed he would have been able to make it through without causing a scene, yet the minute she asked him if he was okay, no matter how hard he tried he couldn't lie, he couldn't say he was alright, so he desperately through out something that felt like a placeholder. Sima didn't want her to see him cry either, yet when she held him, he couldn't move either. Sima was emotional, and perhaps a switch that could easily be changed in state. He only wanted to leave now, he wanted to keep Lilith from looking at him, from speaking to him, yet he was frozen as if his feet cemented to the floor. 

Sima poured another class and began drinking it, as if that would alleviate the tense situation he created.