Post by Deleted on Sept 5, 2015 18:25:33 GMT
The Sound of his ears ringing.
Pain.
Hunger.
Thirst.
The rotting stench of... Wait...
Artemis opened one eye, beams of light piercing that Iris immediately. He recoiled in surprise and closed it shut.
"Is that..." He wondered softly, "...is it Light?!"
He could feel the soft manna sprites dancing around him. It was still too bright to open his eyes, but he had one open long enough to catch brilliant glimpses of blue and green. Much different than the eternal darkness he had become accustomed to.
The gentle warmth of manna pulsed into him as it flowed through the vines beneath his bare feet, the air thick with magical power. It was... It was exactly as he remembered.
He was in Nova again.
He was sure of it.
Artemis slowly regained feeling in his fingers, coming into contact with free will again for the first time in a while. It was strange how rusty his willpower felt. Then he took time to loosen his jaw, his shoulders, his torso, his legs, and finally his toes. Everything seemed to creak as it moved, as if his body were made of corroded steel. It all took so much focus.
After a few more hours of adjusting himself to being mortal, Artemis decided he was ready, and opened his eyes.
He could not believe what he saw.
Before him stood a vast chasm of life- complete with twirling blue manna sprites which danced all around it. Under his being was a great network of interconnected energies, and it made him feel so beautiful.
The gift of "seeing" anything at all was astonishing- but he couldn't help feeling incredibly lucky.
Bits and pieces of memories were left to him, but the fragments were sharp and he was tender. Such consideration could wait.
For now, he would take a moment to breathe. To enjoy. To remember that he could die again. To feel so lucky to be able to do so.
Then, as the memories of his beloved Vennessa flooded his mind, Artemis fell to his knees. His legs were so tired, his heart so empty, and his resolve so low. He could hardly remember anything. Clashing steel and pressed flesh, ballroom gowns and bloodstains. Everything felt all.. jumbled. Mixed up. Confused.
He shook his head vigorously, as if to clear it. It helped. Then, as it the weight returned to him, he felt heavier than he had ever remembered feeling.
He was so Heavy. Heavy with guilt, with doubt, with grief stricken love, with heartbreak, with remorse, and then with time. And as the weight grew, Artemis fell onto his hands, and then eventually lay with the grass.
He was unsure of what was next, and only one thing felt normal.
And so he cried. He cried quietly, out of joy and loss, simply to be alive, and to have experienced anything at all. He sobbed into the wet leaves beneath him, and the earth sobbed with him. The Manna sprites seemed to deepen their blue, and their dance slowed.
The wind blew a lonely howl.
As his staggered breathing finally abated, the sky rained a most gentle rain. It lapped against his skin like the tongue of a loving dog, and reminded him of how much was still unexplored. How much there was still to learn. Still so much to ask.
He sat up, and took a final deep breath- and his ego seemed to stop talking.
In the powerful stillness of the moment, Artemis was in awe of what he could hear. Every blade of grass was breathing in and out, every manna sprite spinning and twirling around streams of energy.
He wiped the tears from his cheeks, and smiled.
"Nova is that way..." he thought, looking over to where the gorge cut mountains in two.
"It's time to begin a new Journey."
Pain.
Hunger.
Thirst.
The rotting stench of... Wait...
Artemis opened one eye, beams of light piercing that Iris immediately. He recoiled in surprise and closed it shut.
"Is that..." He wondered softly, "...is it Light?!"
He could feel the soft manna sprites dancing around him. It was still too bright to open his eyes, but he had one open long enough to catch brilliant glimpses of blue and green. Much different than the eternal darkness he had become accustomed to.
The gentle warmth of manna pulsed into him as it flowed through the vines beneath his bare feet, the air thick with magical power. It was... It was exactly as he remembered.
He was in Nova again.
He was sure of it.
Artemis slowly regained feeling in his fingers, coming into contact with free will again for the first time in a while. It was strange how rusty his willpower felt. Then he took time to loosen his jaw, his shoulders, his torso, his legs, and finally his toes. Everything seemed to creak as it moved, as if his body were made of corroded steel. It all took so much focus.
After a few more hours of adjusting himself to being mortal, Artemis decided he was ready, and opened his eyes.
He could not believe what he saw.
Before him stood a vast chasm of life- complete with twirling blue manna sprites which danced all around it. Under his being was a great network of interconnected energies, and it made him feel so beautiful.
The gift of "seeing" anything at all was astonishing- but he couldn't help feeling incredibly lucky.
Bits and pieces of memories were left to him, but the fragments were sharp and he was tender. Such consideration could wait.
For now, he would take a moment to breathe. To enjoy. To remember that he could die again. To feel so lucky to be able to do so.
Then, as the memories of his beloved Vennessa flooded his mind, Artemis fell to his knees. His legs were so tired, his heart so empty, and his resolve so low. He could hardly remember anything. Clashing steel and pressed flesh, ballroom gowns and bloodstains. Everything felt all.. jumbled. Mixed up. Confused.
He shook his head vigorously, as if to clear it. It helped. Then, as it the weight returned to him, he felt heavier than he had ever remembered feeling.
He was so Heavy. Heavy with guilt, with doubt, with grief stricken love, with heartbreak, with remorse, and then with time. And as the weight grew, Artemis fell onto his hands, and then eventually lay with the grass.
He was unsure of what was next, and only one thing felt normal.
And so he cried. He cried quietly, out of joy and loss, simply to be alive, and to have experienced anything at all. He sobbed into the wet leaves beneath him, and the earth sobbed with him. The Manna sprites seemed to deepen their blue, and their dance slowed.
The wind blew a lonely howl.
As his staggered breathing finally abated, the sky rained a most gentle rain. It lapped against his skin like the tongue of a loving dog, and reminded him of how much was still unexplored. How much there was still to learn. Still so much to ask.
He sat up, and took a final deep breath- and his ego seemed to stop talking.
In the powerful stillness of the moment, Artemis was in awe of what he could hear. Every blade of grass was breathing in and out, every manna sprite spinning and twirling around streams of energy.
He wiped the tears from his cheeks, and smiled.
"Nova is that way..." he thought, looking over to where the gorge cut mountains in two.
"It's time to begin a new Journey."
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